I didn’t sleep a single fucking minute. I had two hours before Laura started waking up constantly and instead of having used these two hours, I was incapable of falling asleep.
And all of this because Kacey snuggled up under my blanket and it made me cry.
My head hurts.
GO —-> Once you get this you have to say 5 nice things about yourself publicly and then send it to 10 of your favourite followers.
1. I like the shape of my wrists and my fingers.
2. If I really really want something, I’ll give 100% + more and usually, I will be able to make it happen.
3. I think I’m a pretty decent mother if I may say so.
4. I am a lot better with technology than I admit. Same goes for things like cooking and singing. I don’t like to play dumb or talentless, but I just never thought highly of myself and things I can do.
5. Within the last few years I became completely independent and I’m proud to say I don’t and never did fit the stereotype of an only child.
This took me forever.
So Laura has an viral infection of some sort and it was good that we ended up at the hospital. We got medication for her and also found out about another issue that I’ll address in a later post because right now I am about to head out to a last-minute appointment with her pediatrician, and I’m hopefully going to figure out why that doctor didn’t pay attention to said issue before.
Hope the meds will do something because 2 hours ago Laura’s fever reached 39.3C again and she is definitely feeling it.
“One time, I took more pills than I can remember and accepted I’d be dead within the hour. Don’t ever call me weak.”
Late night trip to the ER. Laura’s fever is close to hitting 40C now. I gave her 2 suppositories (she’s allowed 4 per day) but they only work for a few hours and then it spikes again. Not efficient enough.
Laura has a fever and seems to be feeling really off. I just want to cry seeing her so ill. Having my MIL come over for a bit because I need to walk the dog and in case we will need to see a doctor I’m going to be much quicker by car than public transport.
“Develop a healthy relationship with food. If you’re hungry, eat. If you’re full, don’t eat. Eat vegetables to be good to your body, but eat ice cream to be good to your soul.
Take pictures of yourself frequently. Chronicle your life. Selfies are completely underrated. Even if the pictures are unflattering, keep them anyway. There will always be mountains and cities and buildings, but you will never look the same way as you did in that one moment in time.
Your worth does not depend on how desirable someone finds you. Spend less time in front of the mirror and more time with people who make you feel beautiful.
Close doors. Don’t hold onto things that no longer brings you happiness and do not help you grow as a person. It is okay to walk away from toxic relationships. You are not weak for letting go.
Forgive yourself. We all have something in our pasts that we are ashamed of, but they only weigh us down if we allow them to. Make amends with the old you and work every day to become the person that you’ve always wanted to be.”
I wanted a new phone. Which is ridiculous because my Blackberry is not even a year old. Phones are expensive so I got myself a new Skip Hop diaper bag and a baby monitor.
So excited for the order to arrive.